Sunday, June 14, 2009

The end of a long week

Blech. That's how I feel tonight. It's the end of a long week. I did enjoy boot camp but Raina as well as she did at dance camp did TERRIBLE at home this week. I guess it's a trade off right? Sat morning she threw her bowl of blueberries at me cause I couldn't understand her.

It's days like this that I want to run and hide. That's just one example of course and it's not all Raina. It's losing accounts and trying to stay positive, learning to be "on" with Salem and her never ending questions, balancing business and home and the girls and their therapies and not losing who I am in the midst.

And then tonight I realized I am losing 2 of the few women I connect most with right now in mid July. Sigh.

Sometimes I think I need a vacation from life. I've long for normalcy for so long and my therapist reminded me that it's a myth. So I guess this is normal for me. I am feeling quite jipped today though.

Pray for me to have a better attitude tomorrow.


Julia Stewart said...

I will miss you too mama!!!
But, you will never really lose me... I am always a phone call away!

See you Tuesday!!!

Anonymous said...

How frustrating for you both.. Raina that she can't make you understand and you that you don't hugs I love you

Anonymous said...

I am the anoyn because it won't take my name MOM